entering a different faith relationship is too risky, you know. though we’re like a soulmate, but I can’t betray God and I can’t betray my parents. neither can he.
so, yes this is the end. another end. apparently. haha.
I’ve “asked” for a guidance through my prayer and then two friends of mine also gave their insights regarding my situation. That day, I told them “if God permits, we can be together”. Then my friend answered “God will never give His permission for such thing like that, Ella. Who knows God is currently giving you a ‘test’ before He gives you the right one”
both of us can always be friend, anyway.
giving up is not always a sign of weakness. sometimes it’s a sign of the courage of letting go of something that you can’t control