“Words are, in my not so humble opinion, our most inexhaustible source of magic, capable of both inflicting injury and remedying it.”—Albus Dumbledore (Harry Potter) by J.K. Rowling. (via pesantecomeunalibellula)
“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have
known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss,
and have found their way out of the depths. These persons
have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of
life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep
loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.”—Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (via stayherewithus)
I’ve never been this close to a guy before. Even though I convince myself that he’s just one of my boy friends, the fact that I always mention his name whenever I’m talking about certain matters, make me realize that he fills a quite special part in my heart, actually.
And also, he often shares some of his personal feelings with me. The ones that he never shares with others. I don’t know why he trust me that much. The truth is I feel comfortable talking with him and, I think, he feels the same way. I can be myself in front of him and either can he.
This is definitely more than a just ‘no-strings attached’ kind of relationship, but still too exaggerating if I call this a ‘romantic’ kind of relationship. Yeah, maybe something in between.
6 months ago he was just a total stranger but now, 6 months later, he becomes something to me.
One of the funny things is, I keep mentioning his name during conversations with my mom until she told me : “I bet you’ll end up dating him”
Haha..we never know what will happen tomorrow. No, I won’t rely my happiness upon him. I just wanna see how it’s going and enjoying my life to the fullest.
So, the conclusion : I’m happy at the moment. And accidentally, one of the reasons of my happiness is him. He’s just ONE of the reasons. :)
“I like cancelled plans. And empty bookstores. I like rainy days and thunderstorms. And quiet coffee shops. I like messy beds and over-worn pajamas. Most of all, I like the small joys that a simple life brings.”—Notes To Myself (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y)
entering a different faith relationship is too risky, you know. though we’re like a soulmate, but I can’t betray God and I can’t betray my parents. neither can he.
so, yes this is the end. another end. apparently. haha.
I’ve “asked” for a guidance through my prayer and then two friends of mine also gave their insights regarding my situation. That day, I told them “if God permits, we can be together”. Then my friend answered “God will never give His permission for such thing like that, Ella. Who knows God is currently giving you a ‘test’ before He gives you the right one”
both of us can always be friend, anyway.
giving up is not always a sign of weakness. sometimes it’s a sign of the courage of letting go of something that you can’t control
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terima kasih untuk selalu mengimbangi khayalanku dengan pemikiranmu yang realistis. terima kasih untuk senyuman dan tatapan penuh makna. terima kasih untuk kata-kata penghiburan dan penyemangat. saya beruntung mengenal kamu.
tapi di atas segalanya, saya berterima kasih pada Tuhan yang telah mempertemukan kami.
“perempuan yang jatuh cinta (meskipun kemudian ia patah hati), tak menunggu lelaki yang lebih baik dari yang mereka cintai saat ini. kami tak pernah tahu mana yang lebih baik, karena jatuh cinta selalu soal waktu yang sedang dijalani. bukan kemarin, bukan besok.”—Windy Ariestanty - the words were taken from this article.