I’ve never been this close to a guy before. Even though I convince myself that he’s just one of my boy friends, the fact that I always mention his name whenever I’m talking about certain matters, make me realize that he fills a quite special part in my heart, actually.
And also, he often shares some of his personal feelings with me. The ones that he never shares with others. I don’t know why he trust me that much. The truth is I feel comfortable talking with him and, I think, he feels the same way. I can be myself in front of him and either can he.
This is definitely more than a just ‘no-strings attached’ kind of relationship, but still too exaggerating if I call this a ‘romantic’ kind of relationship. Yeah, maybe something in between.
6 months ago he was just a total stranger but now, 6 months later, he becomes something to me.
One of the funny things is, I keep mentioning his name during conversations with my mom until she told me : “I bet you’ll end up dating him”
Haha..we never know what will happen tomorrow. No, I won’t rely my happiness upon him. I just wanna see how it’s going and enjoying my life to the fullest.
So, the conclusion : I’m happy at the moment. And accidentally, one of the reasons of my happiness is him. He’s just ONE of the reasons. :)
I hate people who are not commit with everything they’ve said. I hate people who can’t set priorities in their lives. Come on, we’re grown up ladies!
And maybe I’m too kind and always have positive thoughts about people. So, I guess sometimes it’s alright to be mean and it’s not a sin to be selfish once in a while.
Sorry for not being sorry.